Each person has this, you cannot say you don’t if we look at an agenda as the way you want your life to be and the world to be.
What is interesting is that some are really into pushing their own agenda of how they want the world to be and in a way pushing their own view of how they want the world to be.
Let me say what I see as my agenda, for myself I would like to complete cosmic ascension, as far as for the world, I would just like to assist, or being able to help others to complete this process as well.
As far as the overall world around us, I don’t really have one, as I feel or know that the world around us is not really going to change much in the time that I am going to be here.
I do think that assisting or helping others complete cosmic ascension might help in improving the overall energies upon earth.
I can be nice, compassionate, loving etc., the world is not going to change much, as well that it does go in a way against what I feel myself sometimes, I am a human being, with human emotions and these emotions are part of the experiences we go through. I can and am allowed to be angry, don’t like a person, even hate a person if I want to; after all I have free will to make my own choices. The difference is, because I am conscious of my source, I can allow myself the full range of human emotions without ever feeling a break in the connection I feel with the divine in me, neither do any of my feelings ever interrupt my innate sense of every one else’s existence within the divine.
Does this really have an effect on the overall view of others; I do not see that, it has an effect on me maybe, but even that is something that is not really a proven fact. As sometimes it does feel really good to just be angry. The effect it has on me is that I actually feel more balanced within.
Expression of feelings and emotions is what makes them flow through us, so if I keep them within me by not expressing them, I am doing a disservice to myself in a way, as I keep on piling up those emotions and at one point it is going to come out in a way that is probably much worse than, for example, just being angry at someone, or experiencing something just within myself and admit that to myself.
To be clear, I don’t spend a lot of time feeling angry. I use that as an example among many emotions within the range of emotions, to make this point.
Now as we are talking about agendas, I am really interested to see what others really see as their agenda as amongst so many light workers there is one specific agenda, the one to “change the world into a better place”.
Many of the messages are focused on that as they are telling us you are the creators, you are the ones you have been waiting for.
Really?
What is so different about light workers compared to people we consider not to be light workers? Why have we created or are seeing ourselves as a separate group amongst others that are living on the earth.
I for myself would not call myself a light worker as I think of myself more as someone feeling comfortable working, or at least working on being comfortable with every energy, call it light, dark, black, white or gray. Everything is energy.
I see that amongst many light workers there is a created duality reality as well, as there is a separation being created at times of light workers being different than other workers.
As well as the reality of having to be a certain way to even be considered a light worker.
What is a light worker really?
Someone who works with light?
That’s all the word says, but we have this whole reality created about what it is to be a light worker, what the requirements are, how to behave, how to act, what to do, and if you skip some of those rules you are being ousted as not being a real light worker.
Really?
Not even questioning what that “light” really is.
When I read most of the messages, and yes I skim through them at times, I see more of the same of what we already know from before the shift. The messages have been adjusted to the new energy sometimes, but that’s about it. We were told before the shift, we are the creators, now we are told again we are the creators. We have been told year after year we are the creators.
We have been told year after year things are changing, you are becoming so much more light, just focus, just keep on creating, the world is changing, and I see some of the comments asking where is the proof.
People are creating before and after the shift; yes of course they are, but not just light workers, everyone is.
This brings me back again to the agendas, what really is the agenda of light workers?
Is it to actually just create a new reality for themselves, a reality for the earth, a reality for our universe. It is not really clear to me at times.
I see many saying that it is all within us, actually the fun part for me is seeing that someone is saying everything is within us and then posting another channeling or even more than one channeling from others.
If everything is within us, why do we even need to read or listen to anything others are telling us? Just to get some sort of confirmation that you’re on the right path? That cannot really be it, as there are many different paths, and if everything is within us, then we all have our own path to follow and we don’t need conformation about what others are experiencing on their path, as it is not our path.
It seems at times people are really pushing their own agenda, as they have their own parameters of how to get to a better world, as well as how light workers should be, should act and behave and what the goal or agenda of each light worker should be, and it should be generally the same as their goal or agenda.
Let’s be real and know that each person has their own agenda, and some are better at, or are more forceful in pushing their own agenda than others.
The result is that sometimes their agenda is being talked about more, more read and more people are getting convinced that this is the way it is, the way they should be, should act, should think.
As well as the fact that we are using the label “light worker” given to you if you do act according to the agenda or rules that are being pushed through some more than others.
I don’t have any problem with others thinking that they should act nice, should be compassionate, should be loving at all times, but it is not a rule, it is your own choice and your choice is not everyone’s choice.
The pushing of the agenda comes in when you are trying to convince others that a focus on kindness, love and compassion is required to get to the goal.
All that is required is to work with the light, I think everyone does that, or in fact it doesn’t really matter as everyone’s spiritual being that works through the human works with the light. And probably also with the dark and every color in between.
This is why it is good to take a close look at what is really your agenda, and also are you really looking within as to see what is the agenda of your spiritual being, your soul, your source being, or your higher self.
I don’t think any of those parts would call themselves light workers, or would place rules on the fact that you have to be a certain way to be a “light worker”. Not even thinking about the fact that it creates another level of duality, and those parts of us don’t really judge others or ourselves like we do as humans.
But those parts of us chose to have human extensions, no matter for what reason. To learn, to experience, whatever reason. So those parts of us do not judge our human parts for having human emotions, human expressions, they have not placed rules upon us to be a certain way. Rules take away your freedom to fully experience, to fully connect within and to fully become what you really are.
A spiritual being, having a human experience, trying to fully reconnect within with the complete spiritual being that you are.
My own inner guidance, my own higher self and other parts of my being have never told me about any rules about how I should act, how I should be, or how to be toward others. The only way they have guided me to be is to be myself, with all the human expressions that I have within me.
There is actually really no need for an agenda in a way, there is a goal I set for myself as a human thinking about what I want as a human and as a spiritual being.
I can change that goal, I can adjust that goal.
And adjustments are being made all the time, whether it is through something I read, something someone tells me, or just by something I find within.
It doesn’t really matter where the information comes from as long as it brings me closer to the goals I have set for myself.
In this way it doesn’t really matter what others do, but I do have the right of free expression to say it as I see it. Just like everyone else. In this way some might see something they can use for their own goals.
The problem I do have is that sometimes I see too much of a pushing a certain way of being and in my opinion this is something that can prevent others from finding some of the answers to their goals.
Sometimes there is too much of a push in one direction as some have more of a need to push their own agenda to convince others that their agenda is the right way.
There is not one way, there are unlimited ways and an unlimited amount of goals as each human has their own set of goals.
We can share anything we want, but we have to stop and think sometimes if we are really sharing or if we are trying to convince others into thinking what we think their goals and way of living and thinking should be.
From one source to another
Petra Margolis
January 18, 2013