We see a lot of control around us in the 3D world, and we all have this idea of stepping out of it.
How do we step out of it?
We accept it, or we ignore it, or we try to do something about it.
Now control is something that is all around us and not just within the 3D world.
Our own physical body has a control system; it needs food, care and sleep.
Something we know and accept.
We control our children, they have to behave and have to learn how to behave, some parents are strict, some are not, but it is still a form of control.
If we have a business, we have control of that business.
We have money; we control how we spent that money.
You can see how we in many ways are already using a form of control ourselves.
So how are we going to get rid of the control around us?
And the control is not just in the 3D world, it is within the spiritual world as well at times.
There are many rules within the spiritual world that has been built over the years.
What control do we have there?
There are rules on how a light worker should behave according to some.
There are rules as to what you can say sometimes.
There are rules as to what you should feel at times.
Rules are a form of control, controlling the way you speak and act and feel.
As a light worker you are to be light, you have to release fear, anger, and hate and be nice to every person.
At times it goes as far as people ignoring, or not accepting their own feelings, as these feelings are not very light worker like.
We have been taught to release fear, be in the light, do not get angry, do not hate, even sadness is something that sometimes is not right.
How hard has it been for you to not feel all this, has there been a time where you could stay within this feeling of just love for 24 hours a day.
Yes you can control yourself, and the moment you feel something like anger you can release it, but this means you are controlling yourself.
Now there are forms of control that are good and bad if you want to name them.
The control that is happening in the 3D world, some of them are good, some are bad.
The same within our spiritual world, some types of control are good, some are bad.
But who decides which one is good and which one is bad.
Each person is an individual with their own belief system, their own ideas, their own thoughts and their own way of expressing this.
This is what makes us humans special in a way, as we have the means to actually express it in words.
Animals have a type of control amongst each other, as they live in large groups sometimes, the strongest is the boss. If anyone acts up, they will be put in their place.
We consider ourselves to be different as humans.
But we behave the same way at times.
Some people feel that they are above others, that they have to control others to behave a certain way.
What way?
The way they think you should behave, should act, should speak, and should feel.
This is how the 3D world seems to control as well, a small group of people making the rules and the largest group following the rules, if they agree with them or not.
Let’s for a moment think about what it would be like if we were just in spirit, not in a human body. What rules would we have?
I don’t see that many, there is no rule on what to feel, how to act, what to do, as we are already everything within spirit. We act under the Law of One.
We are limitless in spirit, but in spirit we are in touch with the continuous flow of divine source energy that guides us, it does not control us, we still make our own decisions as to how to follow the guidance and flow of energy within source.
Do we think as beings in spirit?
I think we do, as without thinking we would not be, we would be a floating blob of energy and nothing would happen. We would not have incarnated in this human body if we would not think in spirit as to what we want to be, what to create, what to learn, what to experience.
When in spirit, we are within the divine flow and we know what is needed at all times for ourselves and others as we are all connected within this divine flow.
Yes there are differences as just like on earth it seems we have beings that seem more advanced and beings that seem less advanced. Beings that follow the divine flow and beings going against the divine flow.
And yes in spirit we seem to be learning and experiencing at all times as well.
How do we apply this to our human life?
How do we apply this to the control system that we have here on earth?
By accepting it, ignoring it or do something about it?
One other rule that seems to apply in the light workers world at times is that you do not fight it.
It seems that some think that everything disappears as you are just light.
It disappears by sending light.
Others think they have to fight it, but as they fight they have a certain goal in mind.
And yes we all make our own choice as to fight or not.
But sometimes it seems that many just think or belief they should not fight as this has been taught by others. They sometimes do not really think for themselves, but follow others as to what the rules should be for light workers.
We place limits on ourselves as we follow the rules, while in fact we are limitless in spirit.
I have gone through many of those stages, how to follow the rules, when to follow the rules and what rules do I need to follow. Pretty confusing at times when you do not have a full awareness of all that we are.
I have found that when I am within full awareness there is no limit on what I can do, what I can feel and how I can act. There is no rule, but there is no rule as I do not limit myself in what can be done when I am within the divine flow of the Law of One.
Everything seems to be easy, if I am within the flow, as I can release the attachment to the outcome, I can release any attachment to what to do and do what is needed at that exact moment.
Bringing that to earth is a different thing.
As I have noticed today that bringing that flow to earth seems to upset the energies on the earth at times as others are not within that flow.
And the reactions are sometimes angry from others as I have found out today.
The first one was driving through a green light and someone on the other side of the road following the flow we are in and the moment I told my husband to watch out another car passed us and was almost hit.
Then going into the store and constantly have people blocking you in the isle and not being very happy and reacting not very nice at times
The last part is coming out of the store, people coming up to us and say, this lady coming out of the spot we are in right now hit your car and yes of course there is a dent, she drove away without looking at it and telling us about it. These people of course didn’t get her license plate.
So yes bringing all this down into me has an effect on everything around me it seems.
And this is not the first thing, it seems the more light you bring in the more you get attacked at times, the more you become aware the more people do not seem to like you. I found this out in many different ways as the attacks are happening within the 3D world but also spiritual world.
Now it is up to me to not let myself be controlled by all this and go into fear of what else might happen, as a dent in the car is just a small thing but could have been a complete accident like the car that almost hit us could have actually hit us.
In the 3D world it is resulting in some people getting very upset with me at times as I do not go along with the set rules that have been made by others under the guise of love and light. I also do not follow the rules of the ones that are not love and light, so I do not differentiate among that.
I will choose my own fights according to what I am guided to do within me, and will fight according to the Law of One. I know that sometimes fights are needed, as sometimes it is not needed.
It becomes control when I let myself be lured into a fight and this is why I want to have full awareness, so I can see for myself right at that moment if I really need to.
As in every world, physical or spiritual people will try to control, by either attacking, bringing fear or anger, or control through putting their rules upon me, their belief system that I should be a certain way.
A recent experience has brought me to new understandings about how and what control is and also that I can be everywhere, not just in the physical world but also spiritual world.
The experience was an attack by some people who are light workers. The experience and feelings I went through were anger, than fear and after that even intimidation.
It was not the first time, but this one was special somehow as it brought me more knowledge as to how control is being used in all aspects of our human life.
There are certain controls I cannot avoid and will have to accept as they are within the rules of being a human on earth. But other parts of control, parts where it is more person to person, I can say I choose not to be controlled by this person.
I can choose if I want to do something about it, or accept it.
Like with the dent in the car, I let it go, I could have filed a report, see if there were cameras at the parking lot and go after the person that did it. I let it go and know that within the divine flow this person will receive the lesson that she needs from what she did by driving away. I do not know how she will receive it; I do not have an attachment as to what she receives. I accept it what happened and let go of any feelings, expectations, and attachments to what happened.
At other times I choose to do something about it, especially when I know it is not just affecting me but many others. I do not like a small group of people controlling others and sometimes I will let this go as well, as other times I know I need to stand up against it.
The choice is being made with full awareness of the situation and with the knowing within me it is part of my path as well. When I am within full awareness I can follow the flow of timing, of what needs to be done and do this without attachment to the outcome.
Just a knowing that what I am doing might make a change, it might not. It might assist some and not others. Who needs to know this, I don’t know and I don’t need to know.
All I need to know is that sharing my personal experience might help others, might make a difference, what difference doesn’t matter. I do not need to be in control of that.
As everything will be in divine order for the ones receiving and not receiving at this time.
Yes, I still get angry about things, but move from there into an awareness that allows me to see why and what my reaction should be.
One thing that got me angry this week was when I got an email from someone and the wording just upset me as to me it felt just wrong.
This is what upset me:
“it is when Members feel that they have a "right" to be here, they forget that it is a Privilege to be a part of this site.”
Now you can say what is upsetting about this?
It is the fact that this is a site with millions of light workers, a site for light workers, controlled by light workers. The word Privilege just got me angry. Why should it be a “Privilege or a “right” to be a member. It is a site for light workers, and every light worker should be welcome, not as a Privilege or a Right. Just welcome to share, to learn.
This of course is a reaction as well as what happened to me through this site as you can read the entire story on this page.
As through this experience I learned that control is not just within the outside regular world but also amongst the light workers world where a small group is in control of a large group as far as what they are allowed to say and share with others.
It took me some time to really step out of this and patience to follow my inner guidance as to what was needed for myself, what I needed to learn from this and what I needed to do if anything was needed.
The anger that was sent toward me, the fear I felt and the intimidation that came, was an experience that I want to share, and I want to fight this type of control.
Yes there have to be rules, but when rules are applied by a small group of people you get rules that are within the belief system of this small group and this sometimes results in a small group that controls through their own beliefs.
The result is that free speech at times is not allowed as what is being said is wrong according to their belief system.
Just think of it this way, yes people can sometimes be really not nice toward each other within their conversation, and yes sometimes a fight amongst people can become nasty. But you know that sometimes a good fight will allow you to release things that have been stuck for a long time and it can be helpful in searching within to see how and why you react in certain situations. We cannot learn if we cannot interact amongst each other.
Sometimes we need something that pushes us a little bit to make another step forward.
At least that is my experience at this time.
I am still learning and still experiencing and know that by not controlling that part I can learn and experience more then by controlling it.
This is just the beginning as it feels to me, hope you enjoyed reading it.
Petra
November 15, 2010