Isis, on do we disappear?
There has to be some background information as to how you came into being.
I know our channel has gone through some experiences yesterday that can explain a bit more and she will share this at the end of the message.
Each being is born within source, born within source means you are already one with everything as you contain everything that is within source.
You can see source as one large computer where all experiences are stored.
Nothing is done with this, except it can be a source of information for all.
This is just a short explanation as there is of course more to it, but much of it cannot be explained within words at this time.
Each being is a separate energy, as source is ever expanding, more and more beings are coming into being.
With separate energy we mean, you have the free will to experience everything.
As you are all built of the same energy, Source.
You can see Source as the basic energy for your being, from there you experience, explore and expand.
Now all of this happens within the Source energy, as everything is built from the Source energy.
You are a being with consciousness as you call it, that consciousness is the part that explores, experiences and expands at all times.
What you see as consciousness is actually every part of you, it is all of you.
To come into a human reality you divided that consciousness energy into several parts, and gave it different names. Like chakras, energy bodies, higher self, soul, I am presence. All these parts have a consciousness, they can think, explore, experience expand.
Each particle of energy within you has consciousness.
You are already a source being in every way.
When we talk about becoming a source being, we mean remember you are a source being.
Becoming or remembering doesn’t mean you disappear, it just means you remember all that you are instead of being aware of just part of what you are.
Instead of disappearing, you become even more than what you are now, because you remember all that you are.
Returning to Source, is being aware of all that you are.
Becoming one with Source, is just that.
You are already one with Source in every moment of BEING.
To make it completely clear, no you do not disappear, you actually appear.
Isis
Through Petra Margolis
November 24, 2011
How did we get here?
There are so many questions going through my mind at times and yet at other times it is just quiet.
When it gets quiet it is time to pay attention.
I asked to be taken to where it all began, I have asked that before, but I felt at this time I would be able to see more.
I felt myself moving through many layers of energy, mostly like just going through a tunnel. I did notice that at some points where I stayed a bit longer there was a pulse within the energy. At first I felt it more in my head, almost like my brain was pulsing, but not like a usual pulse, more like contracting and expanding slowly.
Other places deeper into that tunnel, it seems to focus more around my eyes, like I was viewing everything through my eyes, but my eyes were closed and I could feel the energy around my eyes doing the contraction and expansion.
In the beginning it went pretty fast this pulse, but the further I moved the slower it became, until I went through a space where all I saw was images floating by, images of things we would see on earth but also images that I had never seen and were not of earth.
The strange thing though was that everywhere I went there was no light, but yet I could see everything. I moved through this space of images into and through some other spaced until I saw myself in sort of a cocoon, hard to explain, I could see myself separate from the energy in a space with nothing but me in it, and there was an outline very close to my body. The outline was in the shape of an egg. I remember just before I went into that I saw many places, universes I guess, that’s what they looked like, but there were many of them.
I was still in that egg, as I was pushed out of something and felt myself moving into those universes. Then I was back into that space before I was pushed out and I looked around and saw many others in the same type of egg on both sides of me.
I felt myself moving again, but this time I saw it from the outside of myself and it was like a flower, the middle had these seed stems and they were pushing out these eggs. Moving further away I saw more flowers, first just one, then two and then a whole field, pushing out these little seeds, or eggs.
I asked to be taken even further into the source, as I understood that this was not the beginning, and I wanted to see the beginning of all this.
I felt myself moving again this time into the flower, into another tunnel, although it felt like a tunnel I couldn’t see any walls, just open space. I ended up in a place where there was nothing but one little light, it seemed like a light, but it was not shining, it was not spreading light. I felt myself moving into this tiny spot, I moved through it very fast and found myself looking at a lake, at least that’s what I thought it was as I could see no ending, everything just looked like water and it had ripples but I did not see any movement until I saw some bubbles. They came and went and everything was silent and not moving. Again there was no light, I had the feeling of colors but there was no light, still I could see everything as clear as if there was light. I moved into the water as I saw it, moving deeper and deeper until I felt I could not go any deeper and hit a wall, but the wall was not straight.
When I think about it now it was almost like what you think of as a womb, and I felt myself curling up against it. I looked at myself doing that, and it felt so peaceful, I felt myself slowly floating away, no thoughts, just like you’re slowly feel yourself falling asleep, everything is quiet and so peaceful that you just feel yourself sinking deeper and deeper into it.
The moment I did that, I could see myself disappear. It only took a second and I was gone. At that moment I realized I was not breathing anymore. My physical body had stopped breathing, and as I tried to breathe, I had a hard time getting my physical body to breathe. Normally your body does this automatically, it just keeps on breathing and the moment you realize you have stopped you take in these big gulps of air. This was different, I just slowly started again, but had to force my body to do it. My body was actually working against it by sort of saying no need to breath.
It took me several minutes to get to the point again where my body was breathing without me having to force it.
From there I was seeing images again of all these seeds being catapulted into those universes and I felt myself moving into it. Each seed going their own way, I felt myself moving into a place where already some of these seeds were present and I was greeted with a growl, almost like we do not want you here, other places were friendlier and the seeds were just exploring either in groups or by themselves.
I felt myself moving from this place where I could see all these universes back to earth. I couldn’t see all of them anymore, but I could still see some.
This is where I ended my experience.
Petra
November 24, 2011